My goal is to start moving back towards the things that I love. I've become distracted by uninspiring time-sucks that are not necessarily destructive but are also not moving me forward. I've picked up unhealthy habits in the last three years that I've used to protect me from my own thoughts and fears. At the time, I needed them to fill in the cracks but I'm afraid if I don't move on soon, I will get used to comforting myself and forget how much I appreciate challenge.
My free time exists in short bursts throughout the week and in long, rolling hours on the weekends. I've put some goals on the back burner for now, realizing that I can't do everything all at once. My perfectionist brain would love to master all I'm passionate about at the same time but my realist brain has taken the wheel lately; it knows I need to make choices; it also knows I am a very thoughtful and calculated decision maker. Slow and steady, I'm fighting my way to success.
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